As I sit her tonight, I cannot help but think about candice and pj. Such strong parents. Such strong people. I look at my facebook and all I see is Traci's family being lifted up in prayer. So many people loved this little girl. She was a fighter through and through. She was an inspiration to so many, including myself. She was definetely a GODSEND. I do not know how these two wonderful people were able to go through what they had to do today. I just know that they did it so well. So strong. I keep saying that word because thats all they have been. They are strong in their faith. They were so strong for little Traci.

On another note: I am by no means shape or form questioning Gods plan for us. That little baby had so many prayers going up all the time. When I got the phone call about her condition I immediately prayed and prayed and prayed and asked for prayers we prayed together...I did alot of praying that night and so did so many people. I cant help but wonder was the man upstairs hearing me.? maybe he was hearing all of our prayers. We all wanted her to be better quick and fast. We all wanted her to be okay. To sum this up she got better quick fast and is ok. Although that is not the kind of better we wanted or her mommy and daddy wanted thats the kind of better she must have needed.

Also, after all this happening I now am so sick and tired of hearing everyones crap on facebook. sorry its the truth. There are certain people on my facebook that complain about everything all the time...Guess what people, your situation is a heck of alot better than some others right now so count your blessings that you have a job, that you have a aggervating boyfriend/husband, count your blessings you have the friends that you do have ( p.s. if they were real friends they would not be making you feel like crap), count your blessings that you have your kids right there with you.

I pray that candice and pj keep their faith strong. The bible promises a place for us. As long as we all walk in the way of the Lord we will all see traci again.

Prayer Request tonight for: Steely family, Kayce Renfroe, the Doyle family, and the so many that need comfort tonight.

Bible verse tonight: Psalm 71:20-21Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again.